Monday, April 15, 2013 1:46 AM

Trust.

♥15/4/2013, 1:35am.

I'm awake, and I've to wake up by 9 tmr to rush to tanah merah. It's not that I wanna check on her. I just want to see it with my own eyes whether things are positive or negative.

I've been holding it to heart for years and I think it finally blasted to me. After this stupid girl, whom i nearly wanna flirt with actually give me a thought that no one may be serious in an r/s when money is involve. I wanted to flirt to clear my time, but at least it waked me up a bit.

A long term relationship, most prolly because of my coco, this whole thing dragged for 3 years 10months.
You went phuket with him, same room yet you state that you're on bed he's on floor. For me, I'll never let that to happen even she isn't my gf. I'll just take the opportunities to take advantage. Spending a bomb on you, even you're with me. Sure nothing is wrong between you both? Only you will know. You're drunk on 1/1/2013. You said Jason was a man who won't let u both anythin happen. If that's the case why won't he make a call to me and say you're drunk and ask me wait for you? Why must you go his home? Friends don't do that yea? He doesn't fucking treat u as a friend. I don't believe you drunk nothing is between you both. He's a fucking horny bastard, who is more horny than me, and you said something that makes a lot of sense, cos you compared between us thus losing all mood. Why do you compare? Cause you still got do with him? And I can feel it cos i've not been doing with u for almost a month yet you aren't tight. I know it myself, just that i subconsciously hid it.

Girl, do you really love me? Or you just don't know how to open up to break with me thus dragged it?
If you love me, I ask you to stop all those fucking contacts with him, will you do it for my sake? I doubt so. In club, u can do such thing with renew, what makes me think u won't do anything with him? Am I wrong to say that? Everything just piece up like a puzzle today. I hope tomorrow afternoon, I won't see anything that will breaks my heart till at teo heng.

I love you therefore I'll be the one standing out to you today and make our things clear. I want a nice and positive relationship. And I'll be honest with you with everything too. I love you more than you can ever think.

15/4/2013 1:45am, Writing off.